I love Life TODAY!!

Today is going to be a great day because I choose it.  I have been reading an interesting book by Enzio Busche.  He is an Apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ and he wrote the most amazing book about his Conversion to the Gospel. 

My day started out well. I went for my 6:30 am walk and forgave myself on this walk for all my attributes that are not condusive to having the Holy Ghost with me. I am particularly hard myself but I try to take deep breaths.  I do need to be more loving to my children.  For example, one of the things I forgave myself for was being upset that clothes were on the ground right before bedtime.  I have become extremely anal to the disaster zone in my home.  I think because we live in such a small place with ALOT of children here.  But I contemplated that I am going to just LET IT GO!! Not worth the sad feelings right before bed.  I do love my children and now I need to put into action the words of Elder UCHTDORF: "True Love requires ACTION"  I love that.  Often I text my husband these words when I feel he hasn't shown me :)  He just smiles at me and my pathetic self.

But I am on my way to Cedar City for a job interview.  It intells the Head Volleyball and Head Softball coach.  This would be huge to me.  Could you imagine little old Sadie coaching and being in charge? But I am not willing to risk the role I play here in my family.  Kyle has said he would support me and he really wants to have more time with kids and this would definitely allot him the time he needs to have with the kids.  But I am still a pioneer woman at heart and I truly want to complete my role that I covenanted to do.

Anyway, I spent some great quality time with my daughter Sandy this morning.  She is an amazing girl. As are all my children.  But it is so nice to see them want that time with you.  I chose her over my shower and now it is time for me to shower so that I can pick something nice to wear for my interview.

Love to all.