I Want my WIFE Back !!

I think I am ready to write about this!! Maybe you know and Maybe you don't know but TEN years ago..

I became STRONG!
I became UNSTOPPABLE
I became INVINCIBLE
I became a WOMAN that I had NO Idea was DEEP inside me.



The old saying, "The Lord Giveth and the Lord Taketh Away" is something that WAS NOT just something that was said or taken lightly.. It became my Reality!!

During the 10 Years... All we had were our DREAMS!! All we had was each other!! At times it didn't feel like that.. At times it felt like something darker.. And at times nothing made sense..

I would scream in my head.. I would hold back tears.. I would pray to my God that the pain would stop and the hurt would go away. But it didn't.. I still woke up the next day.. I still had to put my pants on the same way you do.. I still had to be MOM, WIFE, DREAMER!!

I STILL had to BE!!

Present day 10 years.. 2019.. I was created.. I created a monster inside.. I created someone that didn't get hurt.. I wouldn't allow others to hurt me.. I became confident.. I became secure.. I became strong.. I became someone I didn't know..

YES!! I didn't know her.. Kyle began to wonder what was happening to me.. He kept telling me to slow down.. Go home.. Stop what you are doing!! He would say, "Go be a MOM"..

I said.. WHAT!! I don't know WHO she is.. I knew only WHAT she did!! Yes.. I am talking about ME.. I became so intrenched in coming out financially that slowly I lost sight.. I lost focus.. I took my EYE off the BALL!!

Then it all came crashing down!! Kyle and I were ready to part ways.. We have both been working between two cities and our family is divided and it is stressful and it isn't always FUN.. and our Motto is.. "If it's NOT fun we aren't Doing it". Well it became NO fun for me anymore..

I was LOST, CONFUSED, SCARED but READY!! What ever the next step was, I was going to be READY.. I wasn't going to let the LAST 10 YEARS disappear.. I had learned so much.. I grew in so many ways.. BUT this was different.. this was my LOVE.. my everything.. and WE were ready to THROW in the Towel.. and then it happened..

KYLE said the words.. "I just want my WIFE Back"..
My only reply to him was: If you can describe her, I'll go get her and find her..

It was scary.. those words hit me like bricks.. ALL of a SUDDEN I felt a HUGE LOAD taken OFF my shoulders.. All of a SUDDEN:

I didn't have to be STRONG..
I didn't have to be Unstoppable..
I didn't have to be...

I could BE what I always wanted to BE.. I ALWAYS wanted to BE Kyle's WIFE!!
I wanted to only Serve him, to take care of him, to BE there for him.

I spent 10 YEARS protecting myself so that when I was Given, Nobody could take away..

This doesn't mean Kyle and I aren't going to have OUR Days..
But it does mean that Kyle & I are ALWAYS going to have each other

I WILL always put Him First.. never the businesses..
I WILL TRUST in Him as my provider, protector and presider.. I am working on it daily..
I WILL Honor Him as my friend, mentor and I WILL Forever be Thankful that HE still WANTS ME!

Go Maximize yourself..
Go Live your best life..
But don't lose sight of WHO is in your life that wants the same thing for you..

Peace & Blessings
#maximizeyoueveryday