Wednesday, February 12, 2020

What moves YOU?



I have had quite a lot to think about lately... and sometimes I have highs and lows... sometimes I have in's and out's...but I've been thinking alot about what moves me? What moves me and how do I keep going mentally, physically, spiritually, financially... What moves this massive force of energy that our Heavenly Father created... YES, I just described myself as a MASSIVE FORCE OF ENERGY... LOL...

The Book of Mormon talks about the "natural man being an enemy to God." So how do we avoid being an Enemy to God or even better yet, how do we set aside the Natural Man... and there are so many philosophies and primary answers and so much we could discuss just on this but I wanted to share just one of MY MOVES!!! I got Moves... I have to move... to know me a little is to KNOW (and this will surprise some of my readers) but by NATURE I am a loner... I am Negative & I am slightly depressed most mornings and I cry a lot... My mom told me I always cried a lot as a kid and so that's my NORMAL...

so HOW do I deal with my NATURAL MAN!! How do I seem so energized and excited and positive.. HOW do I stay up with my circumstances crashing ALL around me "only AT times".. well honestly... SOMETIMES... I don't... sometimes I let the DEVIL rent space in my MIND for FREE and the Natural Man is set loose, but for those off chances this is HOW I DO?

MUSIC!!! Music is my lifeblood that runs through my veins... It is my LIGHT SWITCH... It is what turns me ON & what turns me OFF...

And I use it to motivate me... I use it to Uplift me... I use it to understand me... I use it to console me... I use it to make me happy... I use it to cover up my sadness... I use it to GET going... I USE MUSIC!!! And the Music Speaks to ME...

I didn't know music did this to me until one day Kyle pointed it out... He noticed I was happier when I "Got Jiggy" with it... and then I started noticing it... I HATE Country because it depresses me for the most part... there are some songs I like, but if I REALLY want to feel sorry for myself, I listen to country... although there is one song that Kyle shared with me that touches me every time...so here we go...

the song I want to share with you today is the following... OH and ALL the songs I share with you have a story...click on the link and listen with your eyes closed

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAbxrtKOr_Q

I've gotta keep the calm before the storm
I don't want less, I don't want more
Must bar the windows and the doors
To keep me safe, to keep me warm
Yeah, my life is what I'm fighting for
Can't part the sea, can't reach the shore
And my voice becomes the driving force
I won't let this pull me overboard
God, keep my head above water
Don't let me drown, it gets harder
I'll meet you there at the altar
As I fall down to my knees
Don't let me drown, drown, drown
Don't let me, don't let me, don't let me drown
So pull me up from down below
'Cause I'm underneath the undertow
Come dry me off and hold me close
I need you now, I need you most
God, keep my head above water
Don't let me drown, it gets harder
I'll meet you there at the altar
As I fall down to my knees
Don't let

This song came to me at a time that I was struggling in every facet of my life... Kyle and I had hit an ALL time low... I was lonely, I was sad, I was mad, nothing in my personal life was going well... BUT yet so many good things were happening, my daughter was getting married, my kids were progressing, they were happy but yet I felt hopeless, tired, faithless. I can't even write a 10th of the emotions and discussions that were held during this time. BUT every morning as I gathered my self to the car and prepared to leave for Cedar City I would find this song on YOU TUBE and I would play it loud... I would scream it... "God, Keep my head above Water, Don't let me drown, it gets harder" and it did... it kept getting harder and harder... my personal life was dying, my ambition was failing me, my desires and dreams were diminishing... the DEVIL had some serious PRIME Property in my HEAD!! And this song GOT me MOVING everyday, sometimes 3 times a day... 

I found myself saying more positive affirmations... I found myself standing up for myself in my personal life... I found my inner strength... I found reasons to be positive and I found a way to allow The Savoir back into owning the Prime Real Estate in my Head and Heart... This song became a PRAYER... It became MY prayer... did it seem like I was begging, maybe, but aren't we all Beggars... 

I am so grateful I found what moves me... I STILL listen to this song at least once a day... it is my morning hug and it gives me strength...

So what MOVES YOU!!!... How do you Maximize YOU Everyday? How do Live your best Life? 
I am Blessed that I FOUND mine... MUSIC!! I will share with you different songs that Move me... and the reasons why... Music has always had my soul... and now it's time for you to Find what moves your soul... what moves your soul to service, to kindness, to moving forward, to overcoming obstacles, to grabbing your big girl pants and saying... I CAN!!! 

Love you all
Peace & Blessings
#maximizeyoueveryday
#liveyourbestlife
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